Hello again, I am now feeling much better, still got a slight head / neck ache and my back is burning but no more shivers, body aches, sweats, passing out, throwing up and all the other things that have been happening over the past few days. phew, I hope its a long time before I go through that again.
I have to admit that even feeling like your dying has its funny moments, my hubby is so sweet and no good at coping with things outside his personal comfort zone, on Saturday I woke up feeling sick and heady as I had been doing, anyway I managed to keep down some natural yoghurt and 1/2 of a crumpet. By 12 o'clock I was sat on the settee, bucket on knee doing the usual when in walks Ian (sweetheart that he is) with his coat and trainers in his hand: "Er, I'm just going to shop, do you want any chip shop bringing back"? Yes please, I'll have fish, chips, peas and a breadcake with double portion of scraps and I will eat them over my friendly bucket here!!!!! Lets just say he got the look, you know the one I mean when you have done or said something really silly and your partner just gives that look that says "did I hear that right"? Bless his cottons!!
You may have noticed on reading the above that I have changed my tack on what I write. I have decided on the following
MY LIFE
MY BLOG
MY DEPRESSION
MY WAY OF DEALING
That may sound strange but for too long I have been living under a cloud, my tablets are now kicking in (although there have been a few problems over the last few days but I will get over that), it is finally time for me to come back fighting. I will stop avoiding situations, I will stop hiding, I will say what I mean, if people dont like it then tough, that is their problem not mine. Oh my God, I am on my way back, its been a long time coming and I feel really good about it yay.
So from now on, I intend to have a few laughs on here as laughter is the very best therapy you can have, there are so many things that have happened over the years that I find hilarious and I want to share them as by sharing them I will be making myself laugh and by laughing the me that was once hidden is back again. I already started with the bit about Ian and the chip shop, maybe a small start but from small acorns big oak trees grow.
Speak to you soon
Jannette xx
I have to admit that even feeling like your dying has its funny moments, my hubby is so sweet and no good at coping with things outside his personal comfort zone, on Saturday I woke up feeling sick and heady as I had been doing, anyway I managed to keep down some natural yoghurt and 1/2 of a crumpet. By 12 o'clock I was sat on the settee, bucket on knee doing the usual when in walks Ian (sweetheart that he is) with his coat and trainers in his hand: "Er, I'm just going to shop, do you want any chip shop bringing back"? Yes please, I'll have fish, chips, peas and a breadcake with double portion of scraps and I will eat them over my friendly bucket here!!!!! Lets just say he got the look, you know the one I mean when you have done or said something really silly and your partner just gives that look that says "did I hear that right"? Bless his cottons!!
You may have noticed on reading the above that I have changed my tack on what I write. I have decided on the following
MY LIFE
MY BLOG
MY DEPRESSION
MY WAY OF DEALING
That may sound strange but for too long I have been living under a cloud, my tablets are now kicking in (although there have been a few problems over the last few days but I will get over that), it is finally time for me to come back fighting. I will stop avoiding situations, I will stop hiding, I will say what I mean, if people dont like it then tough, that is their problem not mine. Oh my God, I am on my way back, its been a long time coming and I feel really good about it yay.
So from now on, I intend to have a few laughs on here as laughter is the very best therapy you can have, there are so many things that have happened over the years that I find hilarious and I want to share them as by sharing them I will be making myself laugh and by laughing the me that was once hidden is back again. I already started with the bit about Ian and the chip shop, maybe a small start but from small acorns big oak trees grow.
Speak to you soon
Jannette xx